Faith is hard to have especially when it's needed most. But to have everything fall out of place is just as hard so instead of worrying I'm going to close my eyes, breath deeply, and imagine how life would be if it all worked out and then hold onto that feeling with the hope that when I wake up tomorrow morning what I had hoped to be true is now what I know to be true.
So may it all work out. For the sake of my sanity.